Monday, March 28, 2005

 

a simple message for you...

"There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Don't count the years- -count the memories."- from someone i know =o)


# posted by me myself and I @ 3/28/2005 07:00:00 PM 1 comments

Saturday, March 26, 2005

 

what if

by kate winslet

Here I stand alone

With this weight upon my heart

And it will not go away

In my head I keep on looking back

Right back to the start

Wondering what it was that made you change

What if I had never let you go

Would you be the man I used to know

If I'd stayed

If you'd tried

If we could only turn back time

But I guess we'll never know

Do you think how it would have been sometimes

Do you pray that I'd never left your side

If only we could turn the hands of time

If I could take you back would you still be mine

'Cos I tried But I had to draw the line

And still this question keep on spinning in my mind


# posted by me myself and I @ 3/26/2005 06:42:00 PM 0 comments

Friday, March 25, 2005

 

Lost loves

Happiness is the best revenge! ^_^ Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met. The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before. Don't ever give up if you still want to try, don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry. Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know. Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go. You hurt me more than I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more than you deserve, why am I such a fool?

# posted by me myself and I @ 3/25/2005 07:30:00 PM 0 comments

Thursday, March 17, 2005

 

sound advice...

Love is like a butterfly .The more you chase it , the more it eludes you.But if you just let it fly, it will come to you whenyou least expectit.Love can make you happy but often it hurts ,but love's only special when you give it to someonewho is really worthit.So take your time and choose the best.

Love isn't about becoming somebodyelse's "perfect person."It's about finding someone who helps you becomethe best person you canbe.

Never say "I love you" if you don't care.Never talk about feelings if they aren't there.Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart .Never look in the eye when all you do is lie.The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to lether fall in lovewhen he doesn't intend to catch her fall and itworks both ways...

Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry" .Not "where are you", but "I'm right here."Not "how could you", but "I understand."Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are."

The true measure of compatibility is not the yearsspent togetherbut how good you are for each other.

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut asdeep as you allow themtogo.The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks butto learn from them.

How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, beconsistent but not toopersistent, share and never be unfair, understandand try not to demand, and get hurt but never keepthe pain.

It breaks your heart to see the one you love ishappy with someone elsebut it's more painful to know that the one you loveis unhappy withyou.

Love hurts when you break up with someone.It hurts even more when someone breaks up withyou.But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

A sad thing about life is when you meet someoneand fall in love,only to find out in the end that it was never meantto beand that you have wasted years on someone whowasn't worth it.If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth ita year or 10yearsfrom now.Let go.....

My wish for you is a man/women whose love ishonest, strong ,mature , never-changing, uplifting, protective,encouraging, rewardingandunselfish.


# posted by me myself and I @ 3/17/2005 03:00:00 AM 0 comments

Sunday, March 13, 2005

 

Love

(by Roy Croft)
I LOVE YOU
not only for what you are
but for what I am
when I am with you
I LOVE YOU
not only for what
you have made of youself
but for what
you are making of me
I LOVE YOU
for the part of me
that you bring out
I LOVE YOU
for putting your hand
into my heaped-up heart
and passing over
all the foolish, weak things
that you can't help
dimly seeing there
and for drawing out
into the light
all the beautiful belongings
that no one else ha looked
quite far enough to find
I LOVE YOU because you
are helping me to make
of the lumber of my life
not a tavern
but a temple
out of the works of my everyday
not a reproach
but a song
I LOVE YOU
because you have done
more than any creed
could have done
to make me good
and more than fate
could have done
to make me happy
YOU have done it
without a touch
without a word
without a sign
YOU have done it
by being youself
perhaps that is what
being a FRIEND means
after all.

# posted by me myself and I @ 3/13/2005 07:50:00 PM 0 comments

Saturday, March 12, 2005

 

Traveling......

a lot of things happen to me lately. Its as if I am in a dazed. I don't know where to go. I wanted to escape from this feeling I have. I wanted to get rid of it but I can't maybe because I am stuck here realizing that I am still holding on to something I could get back but its too late because I know I can't..... It hard to accept the fact that I haven't done anything to make it stay or cherished for so long, value it as I value myself. I just let it go.... I am a coward!!!!! Its hard to accept the fact that I am, and its hard to admit that I've loosed big time because of my own fault how I wish someone have done that stupid mistake so that I could have blame not myself but others... I've been running from it for so long... I am getting really tired of what is happening to me... I want this to end... Its hard to let go because I fear that I won't be able to grasp it again that's why I kept on running afraid that reality would bite me. I am afraid to face the fact that its all gone now and to realize the hard truth that it is I who had done that stupid mistake and had changed my life forever... It changed me in a way I couldn't imagine it would... I wanted to escape from this misery that's why an idea came up in my mind, I wanted to travel to help me forget a lot of things.., traveling alone to the path where nobody wants to travel but myself... Along that journey I met a lot of different people with different stories to tell and I was lucky that they have shared it with me,, stories that have made a big difference in my life why? Because I thought I was the only one who had a story but I'm not alone some of them have that much to tell far greater than mine... They didn't know that what they had shared with me had made an impact on my being and because of that I thank them, they have helped me a lot... And from that travel I made I came to the closure that,,, we could have what we want if we put our minds and hearts into it, listen to your heart for what it says because sometimes others couldn't tell what is right or wrong for you, it is you who can tell that and most of all take that risk, risks could sometimes be a learning experience to us and it is fine to commit a mistake because from that we could learn a lot and not kept on wondering and have what-ifs for the rest of our life..... Now I could say that I am ready to go back...

# posted by me myself and I @ 3/12/2005 07:38:00 PM 0 comments

Friday, March 11, 2005

 

THE STORY OF TWO TEARDROPS

Two little teardrops were floating down the river of life. One drop said to the other, "I am the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him." Who are you? "Well, I am the teardrop of the girl who won him." Love is very strange. Love is unconditional commitment to an imperfect individual. You need it but when you love, it's like destining yourself for pain. You become addicted and dependent on the person. You become strong and at the same time, you open yourself up to being hurt. Love can make you bear any kind of pain and any kind of sacrifice. It can also make you feel stupid and act stupidly. Sometimes when you love and end up giving so much of yourself, subconciously you only discover how much you've given when the person you love hurts you or has to say goodbye. Then you realize, an important part of yourself is already with that person. It goes away when he leaves and you are left with a sickening, empty feeling inside. Tears are bound to shed from your eyes no matter how you force yourself to keep them in. Most teardrops ever shed on this earth have been for love or lack of it. When tears dry, a silent loss sticks to your heart for a long, long time. Well, that's what you get for caring so much about someone. But how can you regret it? To give yourself freely and lovingly is the most beautiful thing you can do. Loving makes you real. Loving also makes you cry. And that is why a teardrop is also BEAUTIFUL. Author Unknown

# posted by me myself and I @ 3/11/2005 08:00:00 PM 0 comments

Thursday, March 03, 2005

 

graduation day

graduation day Originally uploaded by thinkingoutloud.

march na naman... panahon ng pagtatapos... pagtatapos ng isang yugto ng buhay mo... ang paglisan sa mundo ng mga libro, bag, notebook, ballpen, baon, chalk, blackboard, mga pagsusulit at pag-gising sa umaga upang pumasok araw-araw sa eskwela... dumating din sa buhay ko ang pagkakataong ito... ang tagal kong inintay limang taon... ito na ang huling panahon kung saan makikita ko ang aking mga classmates, teachers at friends... pagkatapos nito sabay-sabay kaming sasabak sa totoong mundo.... nakakatakot... mahirap...

graduation day Originally uploaded by thinkingoutloud.
pinaghahandaan mo ang araw na ito.... lahat ng gamit mo bago mula sa damit at sapatos na isusuot mo... lahat ng tao maganda... syempre sino ba naman ang may gusto ng pangit sya... gusto mo naman makita ang mukha mo na maganda pa rin after 30 years na kulubot na rin di ba... kasama mo rin dito ang mga importanteng mga tao sa buhay mo... maging ito man ay boyfriend o girlfriend mo, mga kaibigan, buong kamag-anak nyo at mga dating classmates mo at syempre pa ang iyong pamilya na nandiyan upang magbigay walang sawang suporta at pagmamahal maging ito man ay iyong tagumpay o kalungkutan... sila ang nagbibigay sa akin ng lakas at inspirasyon.... kapag nagmamartsa ka na sa harap ng maraming tao feeling ko ang yabang-yabang ko na, iba ang pakiramdam kapag nakikita mo ang mga ngiting naidudulot nito sa mga mahal mo sa buhay... euphoric ika nga... di mo alam kung saan nanggagaling ang lahat ng nararamdaman mo...masaya, malungkot, nakakakaba at kung anu-ano pa... feel the moment when it last... ang sarap pakinggan kapag sabay-sabay ninyong inaawit ang alma mater song ninyo... parang iisa ang nais ninyong ipahatid... salamat sa lahat ng mga ibinahagi ninyo sa amin... parang nakamit mo na ang isa sa mga naisin mo sa buhay... self-fulfillment kahit sandali lang.... kahit ngayon lang... magpapaalam ka na sa bahay mong kinagisnan na naghubog sa iyong pagkatao... sa mga kamag-aral mo at mga kaibigan mo na naging bahagi ng buhay mo at nakapagbago o nakapagbahagi sa kung sino ka ngayon... sa mga alaala na kapag binalikan mo ay may ngiting mamumutawi sa iyong mga labi.. haaay! palam na.... lahat nagpapa-picture, lahat mga nakangiti... marahil ito lamang ang maiiwan sa iyo maliban sa mga alaala na iyong babalik-balikan pagkatapos ng mga paalam, tawanan, iyakan at yakapan...

# posted by me myself and I @ 3/03/2005 03:05:00 AM 0 comments

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

 

nakakamiss...

Nakita ko ung mga pictures ko nung student pa ako. Nakakatuwang balikan ang mga panahon na kung saan wala kang iniintindi sa buhay kundi ang pumasa at humingi ng baon. Nung student pa ako ang tanging iniisip ko ay matapos na itong paghihirap ko, pumasa at mag-graduate at magkaroon ng trabaho. Ang dami ng nangyari. Graduation, pumasa ng boards at nagkaroon ng trabaho. Nakamit ko na ang isa sa marami kong mga mithiiin sa buhay. Haaayyy!!! how time flies sabi ni nila!, Nakakatuwang isipan na dati akala ko hindi ako matatapos, 5 years ang tagal noon, mahirap pero kapag iniisip mo ung mga mahal mo sa buhay okey lang tuloy ka pa rin. Naghanap ako ng trabaho first taste of reality. Ang hirap pala! marerealize mo ang lahat ng bagay bagay, babalik ka ulit sa nakaraan, reality check!. Marami akong nakikitang estudyante sa mall, sabi ko sa sarili ko ano ang ginagawa nila dito may pasok ha?!, mag-enjoy kayo hanggang estudyante pa?! dahil ako sobra.... NAKAKAMISS..... ang maglakad sa ilalim ng puno sa lasalle dasma. ang umupo at tumambay sa mga kubo. ang magpa-aircon sa library. ang kumain sa labas ng campus, square canteen(sizzling) , sa la comida at ang canteen na katabi ng bookstore. ang umupo sa ilalim ng mga puno sa rotonda. ang mga hallway ng classrooms ang maglakad sa pagkakalawak-lawak na campus ang magsuot ng puting blouse at green na pantalon ang minsang pagsuot mo ng mga baduy na kasuotan kapag washday ang mahuli ng mga DO na paikot-ikot ang malimutan mo ang i.d. mo at makiusap sa guard ang magpa-type sa mga computer centers kapag may deadline projects ang dumaan sa kadiwa, malayo ka pa lang alam mo na kadiwa un! ang kumain ng kwek-kwek at cheese corn sa tapat ng gate ang makita at makausap mo ang mga paborito mong mga professors. ang maghintay ng matagal sa susunod mong subject dahil 2 oras ang free time mo. ang makisabay sa mga friends mong may car papunta sa klase ninyo o di kaya magsayang lang ng gas at umikot-ikot sa loob ng campus, wala lang pampatay lang ng oras. ang magkaroon ng cancelled class kasi absent or may meeting ang teachers mo at kapag 30 mins late sya. ang walang kamatayang mga projects na hindi ko ginagawa on time kaya ako ang tinatawag na cramming queen! ang mag-dorm... ang magpa-cute.. Sana estudyante na alang ako ulit....


# posted by me myself and I @ 3/01/2005 04:55:00 PM 0 comments

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